I’m running two workshops on today.
A unique experience.
Biggest pressure is, will I have enough energy to do it?
Will the cup of coffee at lunch time keep me going?
Energy, physical energy, such an amazing thing. We are nothing without it.
When I don’t have it, I feel like…nothing, like some half-baked, shell of a somebody.
Not many people see me like that. The hidden persona, sucked dry of juice.
Waiting for Godot.
Louise Churches says
Wishing you much love and strength today, Mark. I know that you have a deep well inside you. Don’t doubt! Louise XXXX
Mark Kahn says
Thank you for your kind thoughts Louise. As you might see from the reply above I think it is important that I not pretend to be impervious to doubt. xxx
Savina Redpath says
Thanks for sharing Mark. Good luck with your workshops. “Some half-baked shell of a somebody” ???? I know thats how you may feel. But you are Mark, the magnificient being and person that I know so I will not accept what you think of yourself or what you may feel you are!! Our thoughts are very powerful indeed and I am one as you know that believes that our thoughts will determine how we feel and behave. But I do know how difficult it can be to change ones thinking when the body tells one otherwise, so yes who am I to judge and I do not do that at all but just saying that I know what an amazing person you are and thats what I choose to hold on to. I am sure all will be well for you today. Sending much love your way.
Savina.
Mark Kahn says
Thanks for your kind words Savina. However, I really like to be authentic in these “Notes”. I I feel half-baked…I need to share that and not pretend that I am always a magnificent being. I have some FB friends who are awakened and even they have their painful times. I think people need to hear that perfection is unattainable. It went well, but I was a wreck last night and today…not too good. -:)