I’m lying on my back in the retinal surgeons office.
Two years ago I developed a hole in the retina of my left eye.
It can lead to a detached retina and blindness.
Lazer surgery was performed. I recently discover that it was inadequately done – hence I am back again, at a new surgeon, being ‘fixed.’
I’m scared and I notice that when I feel this way, there is no power and no love inside of me.
So as I lie there waiting for this bright light invasion of my vision, I connect with power, release the fear from my heart and feel the love.
I even drive myself home afterwards, very different from the vulnerable fragile me of 2 years ago.
It’s transforming, but I notice that while I am doing this my body is tight.
The power dissolved the fear, but perhaps not enough love to dissolve the tension.
More work for the next challenge.