Lazer Surgery – Love & Power

I’m lying on my back in the retinal surgeons office.

Two years ago I developed a hole in the retina of my left eye.

It can lead to a detached retina and blindness.

Panic!

Lazer surgery was performed. I recently discover that it was inadequately done – hence I am back again, at a new surgeon, being ‘fixed.’

I’m scared and I notice that when I feel this way, there is no power and no love inside of me.

So as I lie there waiting for this bright light invasion of my vision, I connect with power, release the fear from my heart and feel the love.

I even drive myself home afterwards, very different from the vulnerable fragile me of 2 years ago.

It’s transforming, but I notice that while I am doing this my body is tight.

The power dissolved the fear, but perhaps not enough love to dissolve the tension.

More work for the next challenge.